Tail End

Just when I hear myself say, I'm at the tail end of this process and I am claiming my spot in the world, there is another tale...

Life is so much more clear from here and then there is more...

More? thank you...I think...

I though that was it, I thought I was done, sometimes I even thought I was done in...

There is more clarity and shaping of my world from this ego dismantling that hit like a mac truck 3 1/2 years ago,,,,,

I thought I could make solid decisions and move forward with a plan, I thought I could announce to the world how it is that I do this life thing.

and wouldn't you know it.....there is another tail...or is it a tale.

How much is uncovering the story, the broken, the tale and how much is getting to the end of the tail.

Is that not what life is, is that not what relationships are meant for...to get to the tail end of the story so we actively live the truth?

Is there really a there at all? An end to the tale? this is not my experience____

Another angle to the story, another angle to the discovery,,,,the there is not a there at all,,,,it is discovery, it is all discovery....nothing more, nothing less.

As I continue to put the pieces together that make up my life (as if its broken,,,,), as I mold and shape what I am and what my life looks like, smells like, tastes like, breathes like....discover my life's tale,,,,I will chase my tail less and less.....

There is always more, there is always molding, it is the judgment of our life experience and discovery that makes it feel lost, un finished, or wrong somehow.

Let the discovery continue, let the molding be naked and true, let the truth that I can do whatever I  want, feel empowering rather than intimidating.

Moving.....

To everyone who follows this blog,,,,,first of all,,,,thank you for being here, I enjoy all of your insights and your support. second of all, I am moving to Word Press.

Come with me, comment, enjoy the new surroundings and easy smart phone apps.....

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Every Corner

I heard it said the other day "Around Every Corner, There is Another Great Love."

I believe this too! on so many levels I believe this too.

WooHoo, permission to be!!

my first thought is one of romance,,,,,of course.

my second thought is what type of love? the right kind of love, the all kind of love......just love.

my faith tells me there is no right one, not just one compatible partner, not just one person to spend all of my living days with....

my life examples this to me all the time. life shifts, moves, changes, ebbs, flows, loves together, loves differently around every corner.

my heart tells me this idea of forever in a box is not right with nature, not compatible with the universe, is not of love.....

man i wish i could have been this free and confident my whole life, free from shame and ideals of right and wrong from limits and so much fear.

my children would have had a different imprint from my experiences and love relationships than what they did get from me. i have said it and seen it in my missteps that my air of confidence and right with any of my actions is what sets the tone, the teachings, the reality for others whether it were my kids, my grand babies, clients or friends.

humbly and excitedly i get to be this example of freedom in love, freedom to be, freedom to live in good boundaries of this way to be around the corner

my relationships are of that corner love, my breathe easy and my focus on what moves in me with a right heart, a love heart. no human expectations or agendas, just love.

this means i live in and from a place of respect, of true honor, free of attachment,,,,for the most part or until  i don't get my way ;)... i give it my all to live from this freedom of love, i certainly have put my time in and earned my stripes to reach this corner place, to peak around and possible see the whole of the corner.

my entire adult life i have sought and striven to locate this togetherness around every corner, this form of love in nature and of the corner itself.

i feel as if i have a really good taste of the corner, this loving from love, just love,,,,,this is good....the corner is good.

so much more to see in me, so much more support to give, so much togetherness in life and relationship is  offered and exchanged in this corner place, so much God experience,,,,

i live just around the corner....lets meet there for some time,,,,,,,i would love to see what your corner looks like and share happiness from my corner place too....